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Black Light

by Pip Summers

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Black Light 02:48
I'm going home cause I have lost the sense Of independence and reality And meet me outside the station, don't forget the placement Of the date, I'm coming home today Don't listen to a word I say The last ten years were hell Ready for ten more? When you constantly feel alone I'm alone And lonely like I've got so much to hide And trapped in mind and time Shapes come in to sight Within this body I'm just a burning black light With no sense of right or purpose Losing a fight that's almost certain And the only thing that lasts eternal Are the shakes that come from nervous persons And I don't know if this is worth it Things always seem to worsen So maybe I'll make a clean break from it I refuse to die a nervous person
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Darling, I don't know how to tell you That everything I ever do is inherently for my own sake And I'm still drowning anyway There's gotta be an easy way to do this Isn't that the whole point? But I'm losing days to boredom, pain and isolation And you can ask questions but I don't have the answers But we've killed a man so in crime are we partners? And maybe we'll escape the cops till summer But then we'll be sending each other prison love letters And I'm feeling Somethings not quite right Because the wind is blowing harder than it ever had to before But I reinforced these walls And I boarded up the windows So I'll be fine so long as I keep and eye on the foundations And you can ask questions but I don't have the answers But we've killed a man so in crime are we partners? And maybe we'll escape the cops till summer But then we'll be sending each other prison love letters And I've got my steel walls and a heavy door to a panic room Where I've got enough food to keep me alive for years But there's so little in point in that and I can't open this door So I've got no more conversation and not a single person exists in this room anymore And you can ask questions but I don't have the answers But we've killed a man so in crime are we partners? And maybe we'll escape the cops till summer But I won't expect to get anymore love letters
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I'm sitting here with my notebooks open I'm trying to think of any words to say I'm losing the will to lose my mind But that's the price the artist pays And words can flow with power and they can give control I haven't either since last year But we're inching closer with each and every moment To death and being born again So let the strings ring out and let's sing ourselves hoarse If you've got nothing to lose but time then lets not waste it And it's nice to know you're by my side through the ringing in my ears But I understand if you gotta go So we're sitting outside a diner, smoking in the dawn I barely remember what city we're in Cause they all look the same when they're days apart And I've had the same breakfast every night A healthy balance consisting of Lozenges, clock watching and powders We tried to be sane before that show one time And everyone thought we'd lost our minds So let the strings ring out and let's sing ourselves hoarse If you've got nothing to lose but time then lets not waste it And it's nice to know you're by my side through the ringing in my ears But I understand if you gotta go And none of this is how we were told It's sweaty, painful and uncomfortable But just remember the moment we're home We'll be sleeping on our floors by choice So let the strings ring out and let's sing ourselves hoarse We've got nothing to lose but time then lets not waste it And it's nice to know you're by my side through the ringing in my ears But I understand if you gotta go I understand if you gotta go I understand if you gotta go I understand if you gotta go
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Picture me if you please held together by patchwork seams But always seeming to make it to play the part Of the emotional showman who could fill the role Of composer, conductor and patchwork doll Standing here and singing from my stitched up heart And it's made me oh so tired, trying to figure out the meaning of this With the punks and the scholars, the poets and philosophers all claiming the perfect kiss So forgive a little confusion in the course of tonight's illusions Your host is feeling a little under the weather I'm selling out I've got nothing else to lose and I might be going insane And when I go, my darling I'll try to kill you last Picture me if you please on a pilgrimage through my history Communing with a broken piece of soul that's been oh so lost and alone And I ran into an ashen shadow with piercing blue eyes He didn't say much but by that point I knew I could never go home I'm selling out I've got nothing left to prove and I might've gone insane And when I go, my darling Do you promise to hold me close? Why we do this I don't think any of us know There's just this hunger driving me to go Why we do this I don't think anybody knows There's just this hunger driving me to go Why we do this I don't think any of us know There's just this hunger driving me to go Why we do this I don't think any of us know There's just this hunger driving me to go I'm selling out I've got nothing else to lose and I've definitely gone insane And when I go, my darling I'll see you at the end of all this noise I'll see you at the end of all this noise There's so much fucking noise And so much to destroy See you at the end of all this noise

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released October 24, 2020

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Pip Summers Southampton, UK

Pip Summers is a Southampton-based folk-punk artist, focusing on writing the best songs and playing the best gigs she can.

If you'd like to get in contact to ask a question, book a gig or just say hi you can email her at pipsmusics@gmail.com
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